Nothing really to write about

 Sunday Jordan and I went to Kalamazoo to visit with my Family and Also to pick up some Baby things from Becca . (-: It was a good visit. 


This Week Jordan is In town for the whole week !!!! ( as of now ) I am super excited to have him home for a whole week its different but I loveee it! He leaves Tuesday for Texas as of now , not to  sure how long this trip will be for but we will see! I threw up again this morning and still feel very sick but hopefully it will get better !  

Early Start to my day

So I woke up this morning around 730 thank you Kia... and Haven't been able to fall back asleep its almost 9 so I am going to have to say I am up for the day .. 


I love Anne Gedde Designes If you have never looked at her work you are missing out on some awesome pictures. I really want some of her work but I never think of to buy it for my self. My Step Mom, Aimee, Loves her stuff to thats how I found out about it (: so here are a few of her photos ..enjoy 

quick post

I know I already did my post for the day but I just have to do a quick new one 


All id like to say is that I love when you find out that you have been right about something for so long and the people in denial actually admit it!! Its just great to know that i'm a lot smarter then you think or ever thought I am or Was !!!! I just laugh about it because honestly the jokes on you !!!! 


Alright goodnight <3

Long few weeks!

Today I woke up got around and went to Michaels to get some more yarn for the baby blanket I am making ! I guess I should have bought more then I did the first time but thats okay. I just want to get it done before Jordan comes home so I have all of Today and all of Tomorrow ! This whole him being gone basically is getting really hard :( But I know its all part of the Job. Hopefully I can go back on the road with him soon! its a lot funner then you may think (: Kia's still being a little cry baby and so clingy but thats my puppy for ya! Hopefully she gets better soon and is not like this when the baby comes !!!! It would drive me crazy . So far today I am feeling a little better then yesterday lets just hope it stays that way.. its not fun feeling sick all the time but it will be worth it in the end ! So plans for the day include::: Crocheting some more and some more and maybe a walk with Kia who knows ! there's not much to do. Can't wait till Jordan is home Friday .


Have a good day

sick day

So today started out pretty good , I woke up and went to Tim Horton's and got myself a  Hot Cider <3 yumm . But then I threw up once I got home and have felt horrible for the rest of the day and feel like im going to puke ever since then.. not fun!!!! 




Jordan being gone has really been starting to take a toll on me. I just really miss him and Its so hard him being gone so much and I worry about him when he is gone.. but i appreciate what he does for me and the baby and all his hard work.



Good Night <3

slackin

so sorry I have been slacking lately on my post. Jordan was home for a few days so I just wanted to enjoy that time with him.. He left again today but he will be back on Friday so just a shorter trip but its still just very hard. 


i have been just very stressed / down lately . Just been feeling left out a lot and just stressed. I'm not feeling good and starting to not sleep good again :( so not to sure whats going on exactly but yeah.


I am attempting to make / Crochet a baby blanket for our little peanut!! hopefully it goes well and turns out good but i figured its something productive and to pass the time while Jordan's out of town.  


I am very excited and can not wait for fall and winter . I want to wear warm clothes and go to cider mills and drink hot cider and hot coco and snuggle and watch movies. 

8 week Ultrasound

Ultrasound at 8 weeks. (: The baby's heart beat was beating at 158 witch is very good !!! Its so amazing Jordan and I got to hear it! Its crazy at how much our lil peanut is growing too and in just a few weeks! can't wait until it gets more defined . love ya peanut <3 

Jordan and I had a good day yesterday we went to my ultrasound and then to Partridge Creek ( its an out door mall and you can bring dogs to it if you want) we went to a movie ( Grown ups) and just looked around trying to kill some time . Our power was still out at home . Jordan had to go into work for a little while and     then we went to a friends house for dinner. Today my Mom and Grandma are coming to visit and Meet Jordan ! Excited and a little nervous but i'm sure everything will go good (:

Ive still been a little stressed and It sucks because Jordan leaves again on Monday he'll be home by Friday thought so just 5 days but even when hes home it seems like everyones got jobs for him or he has to into work all the time.... Can't i just have some time with my boyfriend !? Please i Miss him terribly. 

So ready for Jordan to be home.

This is going to be more of a venting post than anything so I am sorry I have just had a stressful last two weeks.And it makes it harder with Jordan being gone. I don't want to say any specific names so I am going to just keep this general. I am really sick of people saying things and making me out to be someone I am not. And if you have the AUDACITY to say things about me behind my back at least have the maturity to talk to me about it. I am not a controlling person or girlfriend at all. But some people need to understand that Jordan and I are in love and we are going to get married some day and we already have a little one on the way so yes our priorities change but that doesn't make me controlling.  I miss my Boyfriend just as much as he misses me and we love spending time with each other so when he gets  home after being away for 3 weeks we like to have our couple time not have to be with everyone else. I found out I was pregnant shortly before he left so we haven't really had time to celebrate as a couple yet together in person so we both are looking forward to that. I'm just sick of all the negative comments about myself.


Jordan comes home tomorrow and I can't wait. Good night sleep tight <3 

lots going on

Jordan comes home Thursday thats 2 days ! Its been a long time & I am so ready for him to come home.  I am really looking foward to this weekend. Thursday like i've said Jordan comes home and I am picking him up from work. Friday we have an Ultrasound to see our little peanut! and Saturday My mom and grandma are coming for lunch / to meet Jordan and his family. I am so happy that Jordan will be home for this ultrasound it makes it so much better and special that he gets to experience it with me. My all day morning sickness hasn't really gotten better , so far ive thrown up a peach and spagettii so im not too sure what foods are making me throw up because there isnt really a trend in it.

Today so far i have done laundry and made Jordan a card . Later i am hanging out with our friend billy i think we are gonna go on a bike ride and just talk its beautiful outside. 

Kia ( my dog) has always been a mommas girl but i think she can sence that i am pregnant and she has been extra clingy and just craving attention. Hopefully she will get better before our baby comes . we have 7 months so we have time to work with her. She is a very good dog already its just the over attention craving that we have to work on. but im not too worried. 

have a good rest of your day .

7 weeks pregnant!!! end of the day so my belly's full.. 

today has been a very stressful day and It doesn't help that Jordan's gone. He always can calm me down and make me happy and not worried or stressed anymore. I'm not mad at him I just miss him terribly. I'm trying to get everything done with Insurance and Wic but the people there are so rude and judgmental and Ive been walking around in circles it feels like .. Im not getting anywhere !!!!! I just want the best for me and my baby .. is that so much to ask .. I don't think so.. Then tonight at Meijer i tried helping and elderly woman and she yelled at me.. I Swear i am a nice person but hormones latley ( pregnant hormones ) i can only take so much before i snap.I just need a relaxing day witch I will get tomorrow and I need Jordan home !!! soon. 

Good night (-:

Doctor appointment

Today I had met my doctor at the hospital! It took 3 hours because of all the first time test and blood work they had to do , i was so ready to get out of there  , but it was nice to meet my doctor I really Like him (: So now I don't have to be anxious to meet him anymore its a lot of anxiety taken off of me. I have an ultrasound with him next Friday . Ill be  7 weeks this Saturday (-:


Heres a cute picture of my dog Kia ( the brown and black and grey one ) and Jordan's dog Chloe (  the all black one) chewing on their bones together!!!!!! 

5 days down ?? days to go ..

Sooooo I really miss Jordan and would like him to be home ha ha . Its just really hard when he's out of town I worry about him and miss him like crazy. Its hard to not know when you'll be able to talk to him.. & knowing that he's okay. 
So this morning I actually Threw up ... & guess what it did not help at all :/ I thought it might actually help but guess im wrong. Besides that I went and paid my phone bill and switched my phone to one of jordans old ones so now i have a touch screen!!! Yay. 
I'm doing really good i have a doctor appointment tomorrow morning! 

productive day

So my tummy is growing & I love it!! Its crazy how fast it grows and how you notice the differences.! I felt very nauseous this morning sometimes I wish I would actually throw up and not just feel like it!! 


Today wasn't the most " fun" day but I got  a lot done. I did all of Jordan & I's laundry ...there was a lot to do. I also started cleaning out our room. Jordan's brother and him used to share the room so there is/ was a LOT of clutter and boxes in it!!! It already looks a lot better & we got a lot done just the closet needs to be cleaned out and some of his brothers stuff needs to be taken care of ( its heavy so I can't lift it.) But it already feels so much better in there.. I can not stand clutter!!! His mom's been wanting them to clean it out for a long time now so just helping her out..lol 




Night <3 

My day

Today I met Jordan's Dad's side of the family , well most of them . They were all very nice and its good to put faces to the names! For the rest of the day I just relaxed and hung out with his family. Ive been very nauseous and tired lately but still sooo excited! (= 
I miss Jordan a lot.. :( he is such an amazing guy and its so hard when he leaves ! Hes gonna be such a good dad. !!! 


Alright well momma's tired and going to bed goodnight. 

If only for a day it was great !

So Jordan Left again today and wont be back until around the 18th. it sucks that he is gone so much I really don't ever get to see him anymore but like i've said you gotta look at the bright side he is making money. 


I am officially a month and a half a long today (: when Jordan comes back from his trip I am already going to be two months along! I have a cute little pouch (: Cant  wait to watch me and the baby grow more ! 


Good night 

(-:

Jordan comes home tonight ! i'm so excited to see him , i miss him so much when he is gone!!! sucks because he leaves Saturday again but its money so you've got to look at the bigger picture I suppose. (-: Anyways I rented the movie " Shutter Island " for us to watch ..hopeful it isn't terrible.


I'm so happy He is home he just makes me feel so much better about everything ..this week has been very exciting but a lot of stressful times as well..so hopefully me talking to him will make it better! 


Its really irritable that some people feel the need to not be supportive or to say negative things about this baby its mostly their lost.. Jordan and I are so incredibly Happy and excited about our baby and we have a lot of support with people over here and thats all that matters. After all it is Jordan & I's baby and our feelings and opinion matter the most. I love our baby so much already and so excited about our little blessing (: 


I can't wait for my next ultrasound . I meet my next doctor on Thursday. Excited / nervous about that hopefully I like him.

First Ultrasound Aug 4 , 2010

Today was a great day !!!! MY best friend from back home came and visited me ! I also Had my first ultrasound today and found out that I am 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant & it was so good to see my little peanut (-: He/she is so little but I love him/her so much already. I missed Jordan a lot at the appointment & i know he wanted to be there but work calls & i understand !!! I am so blessed again to have the support and love of so many people around me! (-:  My nausea was pretty good today , this morning was terrible but its been better threw out the day.I got some pregnancy pops, they are suckers that are supposed to help with the nausea so hopefully they do!! .. it would be nice.


I can't wait to tell  everyone else& share this exciting news with people. enough talk here are some pictures from the day.. hope you enjoy...

Its a for sure thing (:

Hello Everyone, 

   I had my first Doctor Appointment today . Its is 100% positive that I am pregnant!!! I'm so excited that I am going to be a mommy . I have my First ultrasound tomorrow  & I can not wait to see our little peanut! I am sad my Boyfriend cannot be present due to a work trip but my Best friend , Becca, Is coming with me so that makes it better!!! My estimated Due date is March 14 , 2011 (: So I am around 6 weeks, but will no more after the ultrasound and next doctor appointment . I am so blessed to have the support that I do & so Incredibly lucky to have an amazing boyfriend and father for our Child . <3  I am feeling extremely Nauseous & tired & hungry , but I am extremely excited.  

I will be posting pictures to keep you all updated and see me and my baby grow and change. It will be exciting.

WEEK SIX PICTURE ....

My baby , Kia

Me and my boyfriend <3