slackin

so sorry I have been slacking lately on my post. Jordan was home for a few days so I just wanted to enjoy that time with him.. He left again today but he will be back on Friday so just a shorter trip but its still just very hard. 


i have been just very stressed / down lately . Just been feeling left out a lot and just stressed. I'm not feeling good and starting to not sleep good again :( so not to sure whats going on exactly but yeah.


I am attempting to make / Crochet a baby blanket for our little peanut!! hopefully it goes well and turns out good but i figured its something productive and to pass the time while Jordan's out of town.  


I am very excited and can not wait for fall and winter . I want to wear warm clothes and go to cider mills and drink hot cider and hot coco and snuggle and watch movies.